Thursday, April 19, 2012

A sweet memory to be remembered

Long long time a ago...in the galaxy near near away....This story happened when I was still in school...heheehehe...


That day was the saddest day in my life (just that day ok!)..hahahhahaa...I lost my spirit to go to school because one of my classmates that I admired the most would change to another school.For the first time we are combined in one class after three years we are seperated from boys...hihihihihi....He got straight A's in PMR and would further his studied in a boarding school at Perak.I had known him since I was in Form 2.We always chatted but when we met coincidentally at school,we acted like we did not know each other.I was quite shocked to know that we were placed in the same class in Form 4.I was so happy.Every day I could not stop looking at him..hehehehehhee...


Before he went to the school,he promised me that he would give me Physics notes because I always complainn about the difficulties of the subject to him.Unlike him,I was not excellent in Physics (until now Physics is nightmare to me).Yet, I felt so dissapointed because the last day before he went to that school he did not come to school.Perhaps he was too busy making final preparation because he need to registered on the next monday.The last bell rang...Kringggggggggggggggggggggggggg......I walked slowly to my hostel.Suddenly,I ran into him.I just saw him from a distance.However, I was afraid too and shy to say good bye to him.Every his step I only looked with sadness and finally he leaved the school......( = _ = )!


On the next Monday,I was the happiest person in the world.I got the notes and he also wrote a letter to me.Guess what,It was the first time I received a letter from a boy..hehehhehe..but it just a letter to friend.He thanked me because I was willing to be his friend.He also wrote poems to share with me.One of them was an inspiration to me.Until now,the letter is keep properly in my diary...Now,we are lost contacts.. I don't know why..but I'll remember  him forever because we are friend once upon a time..Then,I hope we will meet again and I want to call you Doctor!hehehhehe..fighting..may Allah bless you always..


Haaa..ni dia sajak yg aku nak share.1 dah laaaa...!!


Only friend of that class,are we?
Or friend of this earth -sure you don't understand a syllable of this mystery.
Simply I cut, am I your friend of sudden 
or a friend of your aspiration?
I'm in disbelief 
if you are my companion 
because I saw you flew away in my sleep,
My dear friend.,.,.,.,





Tuesday, April 3, 2012

AKU DAN DIA

SALAM
Bukan aku nak berjiwang or nak apa2..just untuk melepaskan segala beban di dada,dikepala,dihati.......maaf la kalau teremosi terlebih..hahahhahaha...Bagi aku manusia itu x sempurna...so kdng2 ada kita buat salah..dalam persahabatan kita memang perlu saling memahami..tp sampai tahap mna kita perlu memahami sahabat kita itu???

Bukan nak tunjuk mengada-ngada bukan jugak nk kata dia tu untuk saya seorang shja..tp cukuplah menghargai yang dia tu msh ada seorng sahabat yang telah cuba memahani dia sebaik mungkin setelah sekian lama..Kesabaran manusia ada hadnya jugak kan?hahahaha..cukup lah aku dilayan mcm tunggul yang x dak hati dan perasaan..(eh,tunggul ada perasaan ka?)

Guys,salah kah aku terlalu mempercayai seorng manusia yang bernama sahabat?setiap kata2 dia aku percaya bulat-bulat..no bujur-bujur!sepupu aku ckp aku ni terlalu bendul..huhuhuu..nasib la kannn..tapi dgn sikap aku ni jgak la ada orng ambil kesempatan dan dengan sikap aku ni jugak la aku sedar siapa dia untuk aku...

Aku buat semua ni bukan sengaja nak putus hubungan dengan dia..tp aku nak jauhkan diri dr dia...akal fikiran aku masih x dapat menerima apa yang telah dia buat tu...setengah orng akan anggap benda ni remeh ja...tp bagi aku,dia telah mempermainkan kepercayaan yang aku letakkkan kepada dia..huhuhuhu...

Tapi aku masih merinduinya....itulah hakikat yang aku nak dia tau..kita kawan dah lama..aku sayang dengan persahabatan ni tp aku x rasa aku mampu nak bertemu muka dengan dia lagi..anyway best of luck la friend!aku sentiasa doakan kau bahagia..hehehhehe...ini adalah pilihan yang telah kau pilih!!

bye2...hehehhe:-)